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??? -_-" - Arrianne is for Sale
Stripped to the Soul
aryanforsale
aryanforsale
??? -_-"
our puppies finally died.
Mama tied them outside with wire for dislike of having to the scrub the floors again of thier shit. it rained and sunned and the poor poor puppies werent even given water.
what do you fuckin expect?
before she slept, Mama told me, she noted that they were deing, and she wasnt at all surprised in the morning when she found the wires taut and unmoving.
the bodies were nowhere in sight. the wires led deep into the holes were rats were believed to live, so when the wires wouldnt give when pulled considerably hard Mama decided to dig the hole instead for fear of severing the puppies' heads and whalla! Puppies cold stiff, mouths and stomachs open, and puppy guts missing.
bloody rats.
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Pawpaw was nothing but sweet.
We hung-out in his crib with his little niece, and talk about anatomy, watch porn and well... (bet you already know)
Ive never slept on a guys shoulder in a jeepney before, and his was hard and soft in equal proportions. exactly how i want it. and i napped all the way home. its such a shame we only get to be together during the weekends.
hes been assuming since the start that we have an official relationship goin on, and it always exasperates me everytime i remind him we dont. i do miss him a lot, even though ive only said goodbye to him two minutes ago... *sigh*

do i see raised eyebrows of those who read my previous posts?
yeah, i admit, Tommy has a lot to do with me not commiting to anything. Its not a secret. Hell hes all over my friendster account but Pawpaw had not mentioned him once. i didnt have the heart and the energy to bring that subject up too.
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work is getting boring and even though i sleep half the day i still feel like i dont have enough of it.
at least, i think im going somewhere with my diet.

these are the things that make me feel: confused *pout*

FiNgErS + FiNgEr Me
Comments
bhugzey From: bhugzey Date: December 19th, 2006 05:53 pm (UTC) (link)
oh no. kawawa naman yung mga tuta! sana ipinamigay niyo na lang. tsk
aryanforsale From: aryanforsale Date: December 19th, 2006 08:48 pm (UTC) (link)
anong address mo? i fed-ex ko sau.
bhugzey From: bhugzey Date: December 20th, 2006 11:11 am (UTC) (link)
dead puppies? Nevermind. ^_^
urban_carousel From: urban_carousel Date: December 20th, 2006 12:17 am (UTC) (link)
i feel sad for the puppies
aryanforsale From: aryanforsale Date: December 20th, 2006 07:08 pm (UTC) (link)
dapat eh, nag fafamily planning tong alagang aso namin.
detroitdragon From: detroitdragon Date: December 20th, 2006 01:40 pm (UTC) (link)
i feel bad, really bad. our hearts are intertwined and i wouldnt ever change that. But there is another person, and if that person can make you happy then i'm happy. don't hold back anything because of me, i wouldnt ever want you to. Just do what you think is right for you Arrianne :)
aryanforsale From: aryanforsale Date: December 20th, 2006 01:45 pm (UTC) (link)
damn it.
detroitdragon From: detroitdragon Date: December 20th, 2006 01:46 pm (UTC) (link)
what?
aryanforsale From: aryanforsale Date: December 20th, 2006 01:52 pm (UTC) (link)
everything...
the situation.
my feelings.
his feelings.
yours.

it makes me feel guilty... but i dont know what i did wrong. fuck.
detroitdragon From: detroitdragon Date: December 20th, 2006 01:55 pm (UTC) (link)
you know the kind of person i am arrianne. don't feel guilty at all. The only thing i can ask for is for you to be happy. No matter what i will always be there.
aryanforsale From: aryanforsale Date: December 20th, 2006 07:07 pm (UTC) (link)
i wish you were angry....
urban_sago From: urban_sago Date: December 21st, 2006 05:34 am (UTC) (link)
wow. parang tele-serye.. wla nang reply? =(
thisistheplan From: thisistheplan Date: December 21st, 2006 05:56 am (UTC) (link)
LJ hopper ako. sobrang nakakalungkot ang entry mong ito. namove ako ng sobra sa inyong mga maliliit na asong namatay.

all dogs go to heaven. sana. naku. ipagdadasal ko sila.
thecalm From: thecalm Date: October 26th, 2007 12:08 pm (UTC) (link)
thank you for that graphic description of those poor pups' death.

seriously, if i didn't like your writing, i am going to hate you. :c

FiNgErS + FiNgEr Me